Merlin continues a run of lousiness

Goddammit Merlin, all I want to do is love you.  Why do you insist on making that difficult and painful?
( Spoilers for Merlin 4x09 and 4x10 )

On topics other than Merlin, back in the land where women exist and even get their own stories, here is a wonderful vid linked by ladymercury_10.  It's a medley of fairytales and Marina & the Diamonds music, and it's well worth your time.